Monday, May 18, 2009

Ok, good feeling's over.
i just hit rock bottom (again,) i don't feel like smiling, i just want to feel like we actually cared.
i mean, i used to shatter when you sopped caring, but now i dont feel anything. believe i should feel at the least, guilty or sad that we're not what we used to be. but i don't, i don't actually care, seriously.
i read and re-read memories again and again, just looking for traces which showed where we went wrong, i cringed before today, but as the days turned to weeks, weeks turned to months, i find out that i dont care.

not anymore.














i really should.

forgive me and forget.