I

have to find my celtx script
pack my bag
bring my hat
have painted my nails pink
have done my hair
am talking to Ern
will go to bed soon
am thirsty
believe this is the most bimbotic i've felt in a long time
realized theres no school tomorrow

8D

Stutter

Paiseh for not updating. Was caught up and such. Yeeeeeahhhhh, as if.
School term has finally ended, I'm getting ready for camps, I'm planning out for CCA, I'm filling out my NYAA.
Haha, for my past absence, I've been out shopping with Oli and recovering from poisoning and going for aesthetics bbq and screaming at frisbees and perpetually getting laughed at by Jovi, Robin and (I believe their names are) Jordan and Elbon.
Geez, they were throwing the frisbees in a way that it will just fly less than an inch away from your face. If you move you'll get hit, so obv I'll scream right!

Ok, awaiting.

so if I stutter stutter stutter
and I feel so so so unsexy
so maybe I'll just keep my mouth shut
at least until you kiss me

so kiss me again
cause only only you can stop this st-st-st-stuttering
kiss me again
and ease my su-su-su-su-su-su-su-su-su-suffering

stuttering

Days like today make me wonder why I ever gave a shit about making friends. And just gr8, like what I'm feeling now, the weather too soounds like it's about to rain (thunder) but looks nothing of the sort. It's actually quite breezy and bright unlike today's crazy heat waves. precisely what i'm feeling, xiao li chang dao (smile hiding dagger)

really dont want to be a bitch here, so tata.

conversations for hours

i feel like updating a really long wordy post, but at the same time i dont.
and Sg's damn hot, and i need to burp, take a shower and sleep.

blah

Ok, i realized that no one ever leaves a comment on my blog nowadays.
so sad.

And after playing sims2 for the past 3 hours, and having my sim go to school, i missed the point that I have school tomorrow as well. aha gr8. hope i dont get hair check/ attire check tmr.

nooooooo.

MY EYES ARE SO FREAKING DRY AND MY SISTER'S PLAYING SOME WEIRD FLOWER GAME AND I CAN HEAR THE SOUND COMING FROM MY MOM'S LAPTOP. THERE IS CHURCH @ 2 TOMORROW COS OF CAMP BRIEFING AND I'M DAMN TIRED. GOODNIGHT.

the murderer learns fast

it's finally the end of the week, hallelujah! i've got my results back & they're not that bad but i could have done bttr. anw it takes a mistake to let me learn more, no regrets.

classes have been pretty mundane this 2 days, so we played murderer while waiting for miss foo.
tp learns fast, from getting the card and then laughing and then won the game, learn spr fast eh.

ok, a random thought, my dnnr was really nice :D
i still want some, it's eggwrap fried rice. \m/



damn, i realize my post's rly stupid.

Hello hello just a quick update.

Wait, i forgot what i wanted to say....

Oh right, i ate 1 plate of kwayteow, 1 plate of hokkien mee, 1 box of bacon&cheese tako, 1 hashbrown, 1 can of milo and 1 peach soda today.
For dnnr I had rice and chicken, beans and corn soup.

8D

Miss you much.

Heartbroken, after my first love left me, I thought that I would never be able to love anyone the same way ever again. Everything reminded me of him. I didn't want anyone to replace him cause he meant so much to me. So, i kept myself from everyone that tried to get into my life. I lived with an emptiness for years. I thought that I wouldn't be able to feel the same way for anyone ever again but...
i met a guy... through one of my distant friends. At first I didn't want anything to have to do anything with him cause I knew I would get hurt all over again if I did. But after a while i decided to give it a try. He seemed sincere about me. I fell in love again. I was scared at first cause I didn't want to be left heartbroken again. Soon enough we were always together. I cherished every second we were together.





Do we all really have a clear idea what this love is.

lurbbeszxboiz

Hello, been out with Kaykay today.
I'll let the photos do the talking cos I'm too lazy to type out all the shit we did.
Anyway, xoxozxlurrbesszxlurbbeszxzxchewboiiz. (winkwink! )
very few photos, i knw, but to hell with it. I'm munching on my digestive biscuits that cost like $3.50. \m/

I'm in a really crap mood actually.
And I'm so fucking tempted to private my blog, or better yet, shut the whole whore-crap-hole down.

I might actually.
Think about it, so long you fraktards with no life.

strong enough

Time please just fly by like a dove.
I want to get out of this madness.

And mind you, you're disgusting, i am appalled.
please, screw off.




On a extremely good note, i finished my papers at 0933am today, math.
Just to let you know.

Flames to dust
lovers to friends
why do all good things come to an end.

and to you,
we've been through much.

i'm just sorry i dont have the mood to be with you tonight.





my dear, it's your turn to watch me walk out of this door.

Ok, good feeling's over.
i just hit rock bottom (again,) i don't feel like smiling, i just want to feel like we actually cared.
i mean, i used to shatter when you sopped caring, but now i dont feel anything. believe i should feel at the least, guilty or sad that we're not what we used to be. but i don't, i don't actually care, seriously.
i read and re-read memories again and again, just looking for traces which showed where we went wrong, i cringed before today, but as the days turned to weeks, weeks turned to months, i find out that i dont care.

not anymore.














i really should.

forgive me and forget.

I NID TO REPLY SMS K BAI

Wahaha tmr iz the last paper, which is the dreaded emath!
I bet you can hear the stupid band playing the 'jaws' theme song. my gosh, actually i bet you guyz have no idea how happy i feel right now.
MY GOSH MY GOSH, i assure you that my brain is going faster than i can type, and my thoughts are really short and random and don't really make sense! haha!
anyw my dog just jumped onto the dining table chair and sat in front of my mom's laptop, it's very funny hahahahahha.

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ok, i wish school offered photography.
i wish God told me what to do through an email or somth cos sometimes i think my prayers become rejected mail, (i knw they dont) but it just feels that way.
oh my gosh i dont know la.
ok have a nice day people, goodbai.

I'm sick, tired and feeling all out like a fucked up bitch.

never nooooooo

I'm havingggggg gastricssssss.
hungry man, someone save meeeeeeeeeeee.


mu mouth very sour now.
8(

i seriously can't be bothered to update you people with the course of my examinations.
so yeeeahhh,
btw it was olvia's birthday ystd * kylie came over to study today.

okok, i'm getting impatient.
i'll blog l8r.
goodbye humans.

relief

i just heaved a huge sigh of relief.
thank God, thank God, thank God!

& i studied with kt today. did not study as long as i expected, but hey, at least i got study hor.
i feel good, and hungry. :/