Everytime,

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby

I really should stop spamming my blog with updates.
And I have been listening to Britney Spears close to the whole day, well, actually just one particular song - Everytime.
And then things, memories, fragments through time, they just keep coming back.
Practically hitting me in the face. Why has everything changed? Why has everyone changed? Why have I not? Why did you leave me behind, am I really wasting my time?

Most importantly, why is my faith in you wavering now? What is going on, please talk to me, I really need you, a lot.